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everything is wrong
Nov. 4th, 2011 04:37 pmUgh, I am really glad it's Friday because I am so done with everything right now.
My parents have power back, so that's good. But then I was mail-chatting with my mom and apparently a girl my brother knew in high school was fatally stabbed by her (ex?)boyfriend last night (story), so tonight's plan is going to be a lengthy phone call with him. According to my mom, he's pretty torn up about it. I feel pretty unequipped for the entire conversation tbh. The world sucks.
Of course, I got this news right after a horridly passive-aggressive email from the teaching lab supervisor about how I am late to office hours. Which... yes, that is under my control, but it's frustrating when I leave the house just after 7:30 (which should be plenty of time to make it by 9am) and still end up in traffic... or waiting for the T.. or whatever. It doesn't help that last week I slept right through TA meeting (ugh) and just.. blah. Mostly I am concerned that I will get a bad TA eval at the end of the semester. Sigh.
I just feel like a pile of blah right now. I have plans for Sunday to go to the movies with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
zorabet but otherwise, I kinda want to curl up and not deal with anything. This probably just means I will spend Saturday eating too much junk food and watching disney movies all day.
Hi, my name is Carolina and I don't know how to deal with my life.
My parents have power back, so that's good. But then I was mail-chatting with my mom and apparently a girl my brother knew in high school was fatally stabbed by her (ex?)boyfriend last night (story), so tonight's plan is going to be a lengthy phone call with him. According to my mom, he's pretty torn up about it. I feel pretty unequipped for the entire conversation tbh. The world sucks.
Of course, I got this news right after a horridly passive-aggressive email from the teaching lab supervisor about how I am late to office hours. Which... yes, that is under my control, but it's frustrating when I leave the house just after 7:30 (which should be plenty of time to make it by 9am) and still end up in traffic... or waiting for the T.. or whatever. It doesn't help that last week I slept right through TA meeting (ugh) and just.. blah. Mostly I am concerned that I will get a bad TA eval at the end of the semester. Sigh.
I just feel like a pile of blah right now. I have plans for Sunday to go to the movies with
zorabet but otherwise, I kinda want to curl up and not deal with anything. This probably just means I will spend Saturday eating too much junk food and watching disney movies all day.Hi, my name is Carolina and I don't know how to deal with my life.