Trapped in a dream that is slowly turning to nightmare

(*disclaimer* title taken from My Selene by Sonata Arctica and in no way indicates my current state.. kinda... i just like that part)

Well after last entry's emo-fest (thanks to those who replied. i heart you all), I'm feeling... slightly better. I wonder sometimes... but right now I have a lot of other things that I really need to get done before the end of the semster. Like.. figuring out this grad school stuff... and y'know.. getting my grades up. I wish I still had the motivation I used to have in high school. There was once a time that the grades I get now and the effort I put into my classes would have disappointed me. Now I'm still disappointed somewhere inside.. but I can't find the push to work for it. Working on it slowly... and I can only hope that it's good enough to get me where I want later.

The anime club halloween meeting was today. It was fun times. Lots of people ended up dressing up in some form and we had fun. I'm hoping that other people can send me the pictures that they took so I can post them up somewhere for people to see. I never took a picture of all the food we bought.. but we managed to go through it all. Which wasn't really surprising.

Yeah.. iunno. another week... another set of work to push through. Lots of exams coming up and I need to get cracking. Especially in chem.. *cry*

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Anyway.. I have a summary paper to write for tomorrow... so time to get going!