fiarra: (rawr!ryuichi ~lestatluva)
Carolina ([personal profile] fiarra) wrote2005-09-15 03:44 am
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I'm such a mess

I've decided that I have some issues...

In short, I'm a mess. Half the time I don't know what to think. The other half I know what I think, but I know that it will affect other people. I dunno. It makes sense in my mind.

I'm confused, angry, lonely, sad, lost, confident, jealous, happy, sad... all at once. And dealing with people is not going so well for me. Although it may just be certain people around me. Cuz there are people who I've been getting along with better and better. But who knows?

I prolly shouldn't update at 4am after spending an hour trying to get Service Pack 2 on my comp.

Meh.

Life is confuzzling. And I don't know how to unconfuzzle it yet.

On an entirely different note, Steve, Gerg and I were going to place a bulk order of glowsticks. I've been practicing my stringing tho! I tied a pair of rolled up socks to the end of two shoelaces and been using that to whirl around... *sweatdrop* I'm such a loser...

*sleeps*

[identity profile] nagumomi.livejournal.com 2005-09-15 11:17 am (UTC)(link)
meh. stop worrying and enjoy your teenage angst years. In a few years u will realise its all pretty silly but u will look back fondly on these times too :D
"smoke me a kipper i'll b back for breakfast"

[identity profile] smilinzombie.livejournal.com 2005-09-15 02:29 pm (UTC)(link)
"Life is confuzzling. And I don't know how to unconfuzzle it yet"

Amen, darling girl.

[identity profile] talendor.livejournal.com 2005-09-15 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)
ooh, twirling glowsticks. :)

aye, these times can be confusing but it's important to work through it. grab some friends, pop a anime dvd in, and enjoy the good times. believe me lina, it'll all work out soon. just chill with good friends and work out the issues one at a time.

*poofs away*

[identity profile] crstn85.livejournal.com 2005-09-15 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
all good advice...

but i'm still a big fan of just taking the time sometimes to escape into a world of pink bunnies and cotton candy, and not caring what anyone else thinks. denial: its awesome.

and then, i suppose, once you feel sufficiently warm and fuzzy, it might be a good idea to re-enter the world and figure stuff out... but, only if you really want to... ;)

[identity profile] emmyceru.livejournal.com 2005-09-16 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
i less than three teh carolinaaaaa!!11one!11!

[identity profile] conflabermits.livejournal.com 2005-09-16 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
i have neon green string with me at school. and neon orange and pink at home. let me know if you need the hook up.