fiarra: (rawr!ryuichi ~lestatluva)
Carolina ([personal profile] fiarra) wrote2005-09-15 03:44 am
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I'm such a mess

I've decided that I have some issues...

In short, I'm a mess. Half the time I don't know what to think. The other half I know what I think, but I know that it will affect other people. I dunno. It makes sense in my mind.

I'm confused, angry, lonely, sad, lost, confident, jealous, happy, sad... all at once. And dealing with people is not going so well for me. Although it may just be certain people around me. Cuz there are people who I've been getting along with better and better. But who knows?

I prolly shouldn't update at 4am after spending an hour trying to get Service Pack 2 on my comp.

Meh.

Life is confuzzling. And I don't know how to unconfuzzle it yet.

On an entirely different note, Steve, Gerg and I were going to place a bulk order of glowsticks. I've been practicing my stringing tho! I tied a pair of rolled up socks to the end of two shoelaces and been using that to whirl around... *sweatdrop* I'm such a loser...

*sleeps*

[identity profile] crstn85.livejournal.com 2005-09-15 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
all good advice...

but i'm still a big fan of just taking the time sometimes to escape into a world of pink bunnies and cotton candy, and not caring what anyone else thinks. denial: its awesome.

and then, i suppose, once you feel sufficiently warm and fuzzy, it might be a good idea to re-enter the world and figure stuff out... but, only if you really want to... ;)