fiarra: (rawr!ryuichi ~lestatluva)
Carolina ([personal profile] fiarra) wrote2005-09-15 03:44 am
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I'm such a mess

I've decided that I have some issues...

In short, I'm a mess. Half the time I don't know what to think. The other half I know what I think, but I know that it will affect other people. I dunno. It makes sense in my mind.

I'm confused, angry, lonely, sad, lost, confident, jealous, happy, sad... all at once. And dealing with people is not going so well for me. Although it may just be certain people around me. Cuz there are people who I've been getting along with better and better. But who knows?

I prolly shouldn't update at 4am after spending an hour trying to get Service Pack 2 on my comp.

Meh.

Life is confuzzling. And I don't know how to unconfuzzle it yet.

On an entirely different note, Steve, Gerg and I were going to place a bulk order of glowsticks. I've been practicing my stringing tho! I tied a pair of rolled up socks to the end of two shoelaces and been using that to whirl around... *sweatdrop* I'm such a loser...

*sleeps*

[identity profile] nagumomi.livejournal.com 2005-09-15 11:17 am (UTC)(link)
meh. stop worrying and enjoy your teenage angst years. In a few years u will realise its all pretty silly but u will look back fondly on these times too :D
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