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7pm... 2 more hours. I feel like.. depressed or something. It's annoying as all hell. I kinda just want to run... I dont care where. I just want to run. Too bad I can't. *sigh*
Marianne moved in today. Luckily she liked the room setup and with all her stuff in there is looks awesome. Lots of posters and color and the rug is nice looking. I think this year is going to be good in terms of room setup. But at the same time... damn to school starting. And damn to people filling up the place and making it crowded. I didn't get the solitude that I really needed this summer. And now I doubt I will be getting it.
I don't know what to do. I feel avoidant, but I think I'm doing it for the sake of my own sanity. What little is left. I'm confused. Confusion sparks the instinct to run away. Argh.
My stomach hurts from the food I ate at dinner tonight. it's not fun. I'm trying to ignore it but... it's clearly not working. I'm stressed.
Argh.. serious need to run. Need to get out. Escape. Wow. This sucks. 1.5 hours......
I'm not sure if I want it to end or if I want it to keep going so I dont have to deal with the world outside of resnet.
*dies slowly*
Marianne moved in today. Luckily she liked the room setup and with all her stuff in there is looks awesome. Lots of posters and color and the rug is nice looking. I think this year is going to be good in terms of room setup. But at the same time... damn to school starting. And damn to people filling up the place and making it crowded. I didn't get the solitude that I really needed this summer. And now I doubt I will be getting it.
I don't know what to do. I feel avoidant, but I think I'm doing it for the sake of my own sanity. What little is left. I'm confused. Confusion sparks the instinct to run away. Argh.
My stomach hurts from the food I ate at dinner tonight. it's not fun. I'm trying to ignore it but... it's clearly not working. I'm stressed.
Argh.. serious need to run. Need to get out. Escape. Wow. This sucks. 1.5 hours......
I'm not sure if I want it to end or if I want it to keep going so I dont have to deal with the world outside of resnet.
*dies slowly*
