bleeergh

LJ world.. I just don't even know right now. My entire sleep schedule and body is totally wrecked.

I pulled an all-nighter last night to finish this big Molecular Ecology paper. I haven't done that in like 2.5 years or so. Pretty sure my last all-nighter was for my honors thesis. I think I lost some time between like 5 and 6:30 am. I was proof-reading after lunch and I was like, wtf did I write this makes no sense. I turned in the paper at 3:30 and totally said right to the professor's face "I am not happy with this at all, my discussion is really weak" and the was mentally kicking myself because WHO SAYS THAT TO THEIR PROFESSOR?! I also ate a Dunkin Donuts breakfast sandwich with coffee for lunch because my body did not want real food.

Then I left the lab at 4. I intended to sleep like 3 hours then get up to work on my fellowship proposal. Except then I woke up and it was 1am and I didn't remember hearing my alarm go off AT ALL. So now it's like 3am and I'm sitting here trying to learn the ANCOVA table for this quiz tomorrow in Experimental Design and wondering how I'm supposed to finish this 2 page proposal by like 4pm so that I can email it to my advisor before he leaves.

SPEAKING OF WHICH, I am like totally in charge of this class I'm TAing after tomorrow. I have to run the lab tomorrow... and then lecture on Monday... and then administer the midterm on Wednesday... then run the other lab next week. So I'm trying not to freak out, except that I kinda am anyway.

ALSO DID I MENTION THAT I HAVE AN NSF FELLOWSHIP PROPOSAL DUE ON THE SIXTH OF NOVEMBER.

Apparently this week is "week of Lina feeling like a poor excuse for a grad student".

Also, adding a new tag to my tag list: ADAM. Yes in all caps. Because he deserves all caps. I need to go back on my ai tag and edit that in. Mental note: make a "Kris is mo presh" at some point.

Album cover out. I am full of lulz over the font. Still stuck on the glowiness of the entire thing. Still totally fixated on his hair. I always want to pet it.. EVERY TIME. I feel like if I ever met him in person, I'm sure it would be totally awkward when I came out with "omg can I pet your hair?!" because I am an idiot like that. GOOD THING I WILL NEVER MEET HIM IN PERSON HUH?

Also he went to the This Is It premiere with Katy Perry. And I'm normally like, ugh Katy Perry (her music is catchy, but not really my ~thing) and omg they look so GOOD together. It's just not fair.
( My fave of the pics under here )

edit: I was re-reading this entry and JFC I SAY "LIKE" A LOT. Do I say it that often when I'm actually talking to people?! DDD: