destiny man. destiny

I decided partway through work today that I'm going a bit loopy. xD Normally I'm all energetic, but since it was an evening shift, I was feeling all off my game. Easily distracted, fidgety, the works. I took one couple to their table and they were like "oh this is where we sat last time". My answer? "I guess it's just destiny". I got the weirdest look before I just.. wandered away. And the whole way back to the front all I could think about was Merlin and whether there is something wrong with me. ahahaha.

oh! I had a strange dream last night. It's been coming back to me in bits and pieces. It was prom for some reason. I had a really pretty and floofy white halter dress. We all gathered at a friend's house (incidentally said friend was a girl I knew in high school but was never actually friends with) and we were going to surprise her by all being there? Except that I was the only person to jump out and yell surprise in the end. And then they all left while I was trying to get ready in a really confusing bathroom. So by the time I was done, I was alone in this house and I was really upset. So I called.. my house I think to be like "I hate this I wanna go home". Except then somehow I got there anyway and I had fun while totally ignoring all my friends because they made me feel alone and unwanted. ..I feel like there was more but I don't remember the specifics now.

Weeeird...

I am listening to Coldplay and all I can think about is Cape Cod and driving along the shore on the way to the lab... ocean breeze whirling around us in the car. That was a great summer. We had a great group in the house, even if I felt like I didn't quite connect as well as I might have. I really need to work on coming out of my shell around people. If I can't do that, then my grad school years are going to end up becoming quite lonesome. xD

In the mail I have coming: Star Trek Poster. complete set of Burger King Trek glasses. Both will be coming with me. I just want them to get here so I can stare at them!

And last random tangent of the night. I started reading The Looking Glass Wars. It's going to be a quick read. Not surprising since it's a YA book and I read at an insane speed once I get into something. It's pretty good so far but I'm a bit wary on the writing at the moment? Like something is throwing me off and I can't quite figure it out. We'll see how that affects me as the book progresses.

ps- I LIED. ONE MORE THING THAT I DONT SAY ENOUGH. I FREAKING LOVE EVERYONE ON MY FRIENDS LIST!! <333 Srsly, the thought just crossed my mind and I really just needed to get that out there.

dreams, sweet dreams

I had a dream last night again. It's rare that I remember them so I feel the need to write them out somewhere. I don't remember the details, just that it ended with me getting ZQ's phone number and address for further hanging out. And then I think I woke up, although the dream may have shifted after that. All I know is that I woke up seriously confused and annoyed that it was a dream. xD And now it just makes me laugh.

I totally ate Star Trek waffles when I woke up. But not before taking all 8 waffles out and seeing which ones I got. I totally have a "live long and propser" waffle. And Kirk+Spock. And Bones. And Chekov. But no Sulu. He apparently got lost. *rofl* Badass breakfast yes. I actually need to eat another meal now as I am closing at work and therefore will be seeing no food until at least 11:30 tonight. (Well I'll see plenty of food. But none of it for me).

Also, my Star Trek glasses arrived in the mail today!!! They are so badass, but I'm like afraid to open them and start using them. xD I will get over that fear soon enough I think. They are definitely coming with me when I move.

Pictures later. ^^

Oh! CLICK THIS!! Massive pic-spam and video linking of all the Star Trek promotional deal, ZQ-centric. It's a great summary of the whole experience. Same person has also done some Heroes, Sylar-centric picspams. A+ from me!