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i feel boring
Nov. 30th, 2008 01:23 amMy wrist has been kinda hurting today and I'm worried that I am developing carpal tunnel from all the laptop time lately. I feel kinda boring lately. Maybe it's just because of the long weekend and my general lack of motivation and socialization.
This week was delightfully short in terms of work though. Especially since Linda was gone on Monday and then there wasn't much else planned. My lack of motivation is making it hard for me to wake up in time to get to work at a reasonable hour though. =|
This weekend has mostly been a whirl of dealing with people, my family and other assorted crap. I have yet another headache.. similar to the one I've had pretty much every waking minute since Wednesday at work. So I think I am just extremely stressed out. We went to family friend's house for Thanksgiving and it was nice. I ate far too much and played nice for a long time. Then yesterday it was Thanksgiving 2.0 with the family... where I ate too much again in an attempt to feign happiness since I'd had an awful day, culminating in crying in the bathroom right before dinner... Crying = no appetite = trying to eat normally anyway so as not to ruin dinner.
Had the Hall '03 5-year reunion Friday night too. It was alright. It was held at The Palace in Hartford. Met up with people before, went to the bar. My throat still aches from trying to talk over the music for hours. People still haven't really changed all that much so I guess I will wait for the 10 year to be more surprised.
Been working on my grad applications. I just wish that one day would go by where my parents wouldn't gripe at me about them. Then maybe I would feel more motivated.
Blah....
This week was delightfully short in terms of work though. Especially since Linda was gone on Monday and then there wasn't much else planned. My lack of motivation is making it hard for me to wake up in time to get to work at a reasonable hour though. =|
This weekend has mostly been a whirl of dealing with people, my family and other assorted crap. I have yet another headache.. similar to the one I've had pretty much every waking minute since Wednesday at work. So I think I am just extremely stressed out. We went to family friend's house for Thanksgiving and it was nice. I ate far too much and played nice for a long time. Then yesterday it was Thanksgiving 2.0 with the family... where I ate too much again in an attempt to feign happiness since I'd had an awful day, culminating in crying in the bathroom right before dinner... Crying = no appetite = trying to eat normally anyway so as not to ruin dinner.
Had the Hall '03 5-year reunion Friday night too. It was alright. It was held at The Palace in Hartford. Met up with people before, went to the bar. My throat still aches from trying to talk over the music for hours. People still haven't really changed all that much so I guess I will wait for the 10 year to be more surprised.
Been working on my grad applications. I just wish that one day would go by where my parents wouldn't gripe at me about them. Then maybe I would feel more motivated.
Blah....