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Mar. 19th, 2005 02:48 pm
Alphonse Elric
Which Fullmetal Alchemist Character are you?
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Mar. 19th, 2005
Alphonse Elric
Which Fullmetal Alchemist Character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
yay! I like Al. He's so cute.
Big-ass Update
Mar. 19th, 2005 04:49 pmSo I haven't updated properly since break so I figure I might as well try now.
Break was ok I guess. It was boring because none of my friends were home. Lena is still in Prague. Susana went to Atlantic City and Montreal with her party friends. Heather was in New York for the Big East Tournament. And then there was me. Lonely and cut of from even my school friends because I had no internet. So yeah... boring. And I also didn't do nearly as much work as I should have. Ah well. The end was tense with parental issues. I really don't have as secure a relationship with my parents as I try to project. I dunno and I don't care to analyse it.
Then it was back to school. And back to craziness. Monday was fairly normal. Just the usual class and lab and stuff. Tuesday was my hell day. I woke up at 8:30 and dressed nicely for the rest of the day. Khaki pants, black shirt, blue multi-shaded belt/scarf thing, and my heeled boots. I set off to bio and nearly died of boredom. Took the bus to the town hall (across campus) and walked the short distance to the post office. Mailed off my application to the UCONN Health Center summer fellowship. Walked the loooong distance to the library. By the time I got there I could feel my feet trying to die and a blister starting to form. (And this was before noon and I had to survive to 5pm). Made copies and then went to the Student Union for lunch with 2 professors!! I was meeting with my bio writing tutor and his friend who happens to be an expert in the subject I want to write my term paper on. As a result I got free lunch (ham and tomato quice with salad) but my feet still hurt since I'd just walked from the post office to across campus and then stood and waited for half an hour for them to arrive. We left at 2:35. I have music from 2-3:15. So I walked all the way back to the music building (which is near the post office) and got to class 50 min late. I got an A on the midterm though! Then I walked back to the library (probably limping too) to wait half an hour for my interview at 4 (the reason I was wearing the damn shoes). Finally I limped my way halfway across campus and up 4 flights of stairs for my interview in a fish bio lab. I think if I get offered a position I will take it. It's in a UCONN lab which gives me connections for my senior honors thesis and the atmosphere in the lab was amazing. So laid back and comfortable. Then I limped back to my room and threw the damn shoes in the corner. I had a blister on each foot and my foot just below my feet hurt when I tried to wiggle my toes. And then I had to go to work 6-10. Phew... too long a day.
Wednesday was odd. Not too long, just boring with all the chem lab work. My feet were in major pain too. It just plain hurt to move my toes in any way. And then I was supposed to eat dinner with Susana and Heather. But I stopped at Pat's on the way back and we both fell asleep while cuddling on his bed. And then we woke up and it was like 7, and I didn't have my phone on me so I didn't get any of their calls. I feel positively horrible. Susana was really mad I think. She just didn't want to talk to me after. *sigh* I know I fucked up and I felt bad about it. But... *sigh* I dunno. To be honest I was kinda jealous. I saw her Montreal and Atlantic City pics. She looks like she's having so much fun. She rarely ever looks like that around our group. mmm... I'm just pathetic like that. And then it was anime club where Pat was cute and sleepy so he crawled under a table to try and sleep and stayed there for the whole time.
Thursday was just... boring. And work was kinda boring too because there were literally 4 people there, including me. I did the training for the next level and it's kinda cool. Should be fun. Not looking forward to the phone support part though. I'm really bad at expaining how to do things over the phone. I'm not a good people person. *sigh*
Last night I went bowling with Emelin, Laura, Megan and Carolyn (Emelin's future roomie). It was fun but weird for me. I'm pretty much isolated on the floor. Our room is in the middle and on one side are the Megan's, Emelin, etc. And the other side is another group of sorts. And then there's Marianne and I. Marianne is never here so she doesn't care. But I'm here a lot and I hardly interact with these people. Even though I roomed with Emelin last year. So... they already have their group and feel kinda out of place. And while I could try and be friends, they're all going across campus to live next year anyway, so why bother. It just kinda bothered me. None of them tried to include me at the beginning of the year and now it's too late. *sigh*
So yeah.. I think I'm done because I need to go finish the work I was taking a break from. I just don't know anymore. I'm afraid I'm starting to lose my friends. It's scary...
Grr... I give up. I'm out.
Break was ok I guess. It was boring because none of my friends were home. Lena is still in Prague. Susana went to Atlantic City and Montreal with her party friends. Heather was in New York for the Big East Tournament. And then there was me. Lonely and cut of from even my school friends because I had no internet. So yeah... boring. And I also didn't do nearly as much work as I should have. Ah well. The end was tense with parental issues. I really don't have as secure a relationship with my parents as I try to project. I dunno and I don't care to analyse it.
Then it was back to school. And back to craziness. Monday was fairly normal. Just the usual class and lab and stuff. Tuesday was my hell day. I woke up at 8:30 and dressed nicely for the rest of the day. Khaki pants, black shirt, blue multi-shaded belt/scarf thing, and my heeled boots. I set off to bio and nearly died of boredom. Took the bus to the town hall (across campus) and walked the short distance to the post office. Mailed off my application to the UCONN Health Center summer fellowship. Walked the loooong distance to the library. By the time I got there I could feel my feet trying to die and a blister starting to form. (And this was before noon and I had to survive to 5pm). Made copies and then went to the Student Union for lunch with 2 professors!! I was meeting with my bio writing tutor and his friend who happens to be an expert in the subject I want to write my term paper on. As a result I got free lunch (ham and tomato quice with salad) but my feet still hurt since I'd just walked from the post office to across campus and then stood and waited for half an hour for them to arrive. We left at 2:35. I have music from 2-3:15. So I walked all the way back to the music building (which is near the post office) and got to class 50 min late. I got an A on the midterm though! Then I walked back to the library (probably limping too) to wait half an hour for my interview at 4 (the reason I was wearing the damn shoes). Finally I limped my way halfway across campus and up 4 flights of stairs for my interview in a fish bio lab. I think if I get offered a position I will take it. It's in a UCONN lab which gives me connections for my senior honors thesis and the atmosphere in the lab was amazing. So laid back and comfortable. Then I limped back to my room and threw the damn shoes in the corner. I had a blister on each foot and my foot just below my feet hurt when I tried to wiggle my toes. And then I had to go to work 6-10. Phew... too long a day.
Wednesday was odd. Not too long, just boring with all the chem lab work. My feet were in major pain too. It just plain hurt to move my toes in any way. And then I was supposed to eat dinner with Susana and Heather. But I stopped at Pat's on the way back and we both fell asleep while cuddling on his bed. And then we woke up and it was like 7, and I didn't have my phone on me so I didn't get any of their calls. I feel positively horrible. Susana was really mad I think. She just didn't want to talk to me after. *sigh* I know I fucked up and I felt bad about it. But... *sigh* I dunno. To be honest I was kinda jealous. I saw her Montreal and Atlantic City pics. She looks like she's having so much fun. She rarely ever looks like that around our group. mmm... I'm just pathetic like that. And then it was anime club where Pat was cute and sleepy so he crawled under a table to try and sleep and stayed there for the whole time.
Thursday was just... boring. And work was kinda boring too because there were literally 4 people there, including me. I did the training for the next level and it's kinda cool. Should be fun. Not looking forward to the phone support part though. I'm really bad at expaining how to do things over the phone. I'm not a good people person. *sigh*
Last night I went bowling with Emelin, Laura, Megan and Carolyn (Emelin's future roomie). It was fun but weird for me. I'm pretty much isolated on the floor. Our room is in the middle and on one side are the Megan's, Emelin, etc. And the other side is another group of sorts. And then there's Marianne and I. Marianne is never here so she doesn't care. But I'm here a lot and I hardly interact with these people. Even though I roomed with Emelin last year. So... they already have their group and feel kinda out of place. And while I could try and be friends, they're all going across campus to live next year anyway, so why bother. It just kinda bothered me. None of them tried to include me at the beginning of the year and now it's too late. *sigh*
So yeah.. I think I'm done because I need to go finish the work I was taking a break from. I just don't know anymore. I'm afraid I'm starting to lose my friends. It's scary...
Grr... I give up. I'm out.
