Well, I'm back from vacation and in typical fashion... I don't even get to recover from that before the world throws something at me. (uh, warning for some whining/etc ahead?)

First, I just checked my school email and apparently something this week someone broke into the lab (by smashing the glass on one of the doors) and stole 2 computers, the trash can and a cart (probably to take the computers). One of the computers was the one that I use at my desk. So now I'm like, fuck I had that set to keep me logged in on EVERYTHING because it was my personal comp and I had a password set to log into the system. Now I am thinking I need to change my password for EVERYTHING, just in case attempts are made to log into it. Also, I had a folder with my laptop backup on there and I suspect it at least contains some files that had my social security number on them. So.. that's awesome.

Also I am super emo about New Year's Eve because I decided to stay here to spend it with my family, but both my siblings are going out that night and my parents got invited to a thing at someone's house (this someone being the parents of one of my brother's friends, who I don't know). I can't decide if it will suck more to stay home alone and ring in the new year while sitting with twitter open or not. At least if I'm home alone, I can be online. If I go to this party, I will get to sit and talk to people I don't know and feel super lame because I basically don't have any friends in town anymore.

Also, as I was dealing with the computer thing, my mom came in my room to tell me I should go to the party because I am an adult so I should be able to go talk to people I don't know. And it sounds like the most painful, awkward and terrible thing to do with myself to end 2011. *sigh*

Let's talk about how today has been one massive emo party for me!

Anyone who follows me on twitter will have already seen that I spent most of the day in pain. Basically, I was clenching my teeth last night in my sleep. This is nothing new to me when I am under stress. However, this time, it was only the left side of my mouth... and the pain is much worse. Kinda.. concentrated on my upper teeth and radiating up to behind my left eye.

I took meds when I woke up, and like 2 hours later it just wasn't doing anything. I made it through class and then i gave up and came home. It felt like such a baby, but I just wasn't going to be able to accomplish anything like that. SO I got home at noon... sat around for a bit.. then passed out till 6. *headdesk* And my jaw still hurts.. although less now.

In short, I've basically been slumped around feeling sorry for myself all day. *woe*

I just hope it feels totally better in the morning.