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Vacation.. Yay?? *sigh*
Nerrrrr.... I wish I weren't home. I really do. I feel so confined at home with nothing to do during the day until my mother gets home. And then I have to sit there while my mother goes off about how I'm lazy and never do anything around the house. That is just not cool. I mean... if I recall rightly, last weekend I cleaned nearly the whole damn house with my sister while her and my dad went to my brother's baseball game. Oh but wait.... it doesn't count unless I do it like EVERY OTHER DAY!!!!! grrrrrrrr.... this is annoying. It's very hard living in a house where it feels like your everything you do isn't approved by your parents. It make things tense. I can feel it building too... and I'm just waiting for that moment when I just snap.
Apparently... my dad thinks his worst mistake was in ever buying me a computer. In his words, I'm becoming alienated and insane because of it. OK, granted I spend a lot of time in my room. And granted, much of that is on my computer watching movies and anime. But that's not all I do and I do my part when I can to help out. I'm just trying to stay away from the idea that with me being home they've gained free maid service or something. *sigh* I'll stop now.
Been pretty bored too. I mean, I'm just home. Mot much to do there. No internet either. It makes me feel isolated or something. I am looking for a job though. Hopefully I'll be able to get one at the new ice cream place in the Center. It's close and I know people who work there. It looks interesting too. If not... I dunno. I'm running low on options. *sigh* On the other hand.. it is nice to just get out of school and away from work. I've actually been drawing which is nice. But I miss people... Depriving me of internet is cutting off my main form of comunication with people and taking away reltionships with others. I mean... all the people over at dc++ and stuff.... I did actually talk to them. But now I can't and it sucks. But my dad is hardly ever home cuz he's writing his grants all the time because I think he's out or near;y out of research money for the moment and needs more soon. SO we can't have this "talk". grr...
Babysitting now. I think I might be allergic to the dog. Right when I got here the dog came and I petted it. And then like 10 min later my eyes really itched and I had a runny nose. 'S better now though... I washed my hands and have been avoiding the dog. I better not be allergic. I'm back here on Friday night... and Sunday afternoon... *shrugs* oh well. Time to go play trucks. Laterz....
Apparently... my dad thinks his worst mistake was in ever buying me a computer. In his words, I'm becoming alienated and insane because of it. OK, granted I spend a lot of time in my room. And granted, much of that is on my computer watching movies and anime. But that's not all I do and I do my part when I can to help out. I'm just trying to stay away from the idea that with me being home they've gained free maid service or something. *sigh* I'll stop now.
Been pretty bored too. I mean, I'm just home. Mot much to do there. No internet either. It makes me feel isolated or something. I am looking for a job though. Hopefully I'll be able to get one at the new ice cream place in the Center. It's close and I know people who work there. It looks interesting too. If not... I dunno. I'm running low on options. *sigh* On the other hand.. it is nice to just get out of school and away from work. I've actually been drawing which is nice. But I miss people... Depriving me of internet is cutting off my main form of comunication with people and taking away reltionships with others. I mean... all the people over at dc++ and stuff.... I did actually talk to them. But now I can't and it sucks. But my dad is hardly ever home cuz he's writing his grants all the time because I think he's out or near;y out of research money for the moment and needs more soon. SO we can't have this "talk". grr...
Babysitting now. I think I might be allergic to the dog. Right when I got here the dog came and I petted it. And then like 10 min later my eyes really itched and I had a runny nose. 'S better now though... I washed my hands and have been avoiding the dog. I better not be allergic. I'm back here on Friday night... and Sunday afternoon... *shrugs* oh well. Time to go play trucks. Laterz....
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Hope your summer's been good so far!! ^^