Vacation.. Yay?? *sigh*

[fiarra]

Nerrrrr.... I wish I weren't home. I really do. I feel so confined at home with nothing to do during the day until my mother gets home. And then I have to sit there while my mother goes off about how I'm lazy and never do anything around the house. That is just not cool. I mean... if I recall rightly, last weekend I cleaned nearly the whole damn house with my sister while her and my dad went to my brother's baseball game. Oh but wait.... it doesn't count unless I do it like EVERY OTHER DAY!!!!! grrrrrrrr.... this is annoying. It's very hard living in a house where it feels like your everything you do isn't approved by your parents. It make things tense. I can feel it building too... and I'm just waiting for that moment when I just snap.

Apparently... my dad thinks his worst mistake was in ever buying me a computer. In his words, I'm becoming alienated and insane because of it. OK, granted I spend a lot of time in my room. And granted, much of that is on my computer watching movies and anime. But that's not all I do and I do my part when I can to help out. I'm just trying to stay away from the idea that with me being home they've gained free maid service or something. *sigh* I'll stop now.

Been pretty bored too. I mean, I'm just home. Mot much to do there. No internet either. It makes me feel isolated or something. I am looking for a job though. Hopefully I'll be able to get one at the new ice cream place in the Center. It's close and I know people who work there. It looks interesting too. If not... I dunno. I'm running low on options. *sigh* On the other hand.. it is nice to just get out of school and away from work. I've actually been drawing which is nice. But I miss people... Depriving me of internet is cutting off my main form of comunication with people and taking away reltionships with others. I mean... all the people over at dc++ and stuff.... I did actually talk to them. But now I can't and it sucks. But my dad is hardly ever home cuz he's writing his grants all the time because I think he's out or near;y out of research money for the moment and needs more soon. SO we can't have this "talk". grr...

Babysitting now. I think I might be allergic to the dog. Right when I got here the dog came and I petted it. And then like 10 min later my eyes really itched and I had a runny nose. 'S better now though... I washed my hands and have been avoiding the dog. I better not be allergic. I'm back here on Friday night... and Sunday afternoon... *shrugs* oh well. Time to go play trucks. Laterz....

Comments

[threnody.livejournal.com]

*hug* I know how it is. They sort of suck you in, don't they? If they bitch at you about housework, maybe try doing it one room at a time instead of all at once. That way when they ask you, you can say that you cleaned the bathroom that day, or vacuumed the livingroom, or cleaned out the fridge. It'll seem to them like you're doing something, not just sitting around. Best of luck, I know it's not at all easy. *snug*

[quindraco.livejournal.com]

You're never on, and neither is Lena so there went my dastardly plan to contact you through her!

I assume you check your LJ for comments, though, so hopefully this will reach you. :) I think it would be fun to go see the next Harry Potter movie together. I assume you DO have a phone. My number is 860 651 5620. If you're bored all day it shouldn't be a big onus calling me, and we can schedule. :)

Oh, and Alan already turned down an invite to come along. Feel free to invite more people along, the more the merrier.

[yeoua.livejournal.com]

I will be going with my sister to see it whenever it opens so... that rules out this secondary idea. She is still trying to get me to read the books, but that probably won't happen until I really absolutely have nothing to do, period.

[starsparkle333.livejournal.com]

*gasp* You haven't read the books!!!??? tsk tsk.. You should. They're infinitely better than the movies. *nods sagely*

Hope your summer's been good so far!! ^^

[starsparkle333.livejournal.com]

*is a compulsive LJ checker*

yeah I think Lena is in Israel or something. I dunno. Anyway... I'll have to check on the movie thing. I dunno if I'm going to have to take my bro and sis to see it. Maybe they can come too or something. I have ur number now so I'll call you sometime to talk about it.

Hope your summer is going well!!! ^^