And the crazy dream i call my life continues

[fiarra]

Yeeeeeah...

So things havent gotten much better inwardly since Monday. And I keep forgetting that it's Wednesday...

Slowly things are starting to sort themselves out, but it's weird cuz with every piece that falls into place I dont seem to feel better. It almost makes me feel worse. I'm trying to take heart in my horoscope from today.. something about dark coming before the light and emerging triumphant. Which is ironic considering I need to have a talk with a certain someone, hopefully today which should clear up a lot. Or not judging by the trend. And whatever results from this talk will be interesting and since I'm not sure what I want to hear... it only scares me all the more. But then I'm all ready to talk.. only to find that he's run off to be productive elsewhere. *sighs* Oh life... why?

Anyway... school... yeah... I dunno what's going on anymore.. I won't pretend I know either. *nods sagely*

Oh yeah.. I reactivated my NaNoWriMo account. I'm gonna do it this year!! For those who don't know, NaNoWriMo is National Novel Writing Month. The challenge? Write a 50,000 word (175pg) novel in the month of November. The premise being that the major block to most novel writing is that people dont just let themselves write. So you do it in a month, get everything out and fix it later. I've tried for 2 years now... and failed. This might be my year. I could take inspiration from this past month... that could probably get me a novel. ANGST EVERYWHERE!!! the end.

*sigh* Maybe I should do some work....

Comments

[japarican85.livejournal.com]

I'd probably end up with carpal tunnel seeing is how I'd probably go over 50,000 words... coupled with the fact that I have to write an entire essay, novel, or whatever have you, in one sitting wouldn't help either.

[stolenrain.livejournal.com]

I highly doubt that I could honestly write that much about anything.

But who knows?

[xxacidmv.livejournal.com]

oh so you are going to become Sasuke? Angsty angsty bitch bitch

[starsparkle333.livejournal.com]

*blank stare*

meanie

[xxacidmv.livejournal.com]

nah, i was more of making a comment on the "angst" comment and then poking fun at the "Sasuke" character.

[wastedfodder.livejournal.com]

Good luck with that writing. I couldn't imagine all the free time suddenly taken up by the writing of 50,000 billion trillion words. Consider it the ultimate challenge while you're doing classes.

[starsparkle333.livejournal.com]

hehe.. well it's not that i havent tried.. but that class thing... it kinda gets in the way...