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*sigh*
now playing: Britney Spears - Born To Make You Happy "...Baby One More Time"
Yeah.... I remember listening to this song on repeat for hours in early high school... I was feeling nostalgic so I started listening to it. I think it's been on repeat for at least an hour now. Just thinking I suppose.
It was an odd day. I was happy, but I spent most of the day avoiding my studying. I'm gonna regret that come tomorrow I suppose. They had Honey BBQ chicken bites at lunch though. And hot chocolate. Crappy dinner though. And much nothingness inbetween.
I've been in an odd mood lately. Sometimes I wonder if I'm losing my sense of focus by being here. I mean... in high school and stuff I had such a clear view of what I wanted. But here it's all bogged down in procedures and paperwork. Gen Eds that I hate, classes and exams and useless crap that does me nothing. All I want is a mentorship program and some lab space to do research. Then I'll be happy. I don't want to lose focus. I'm applying to an internship at Woods Hole. I hope I get one of the positions so much. 10 weeks in one of the centers for oceanographic research equals total heaven. It would be a great step in my career. Seriously. Now I just need to finish the application. =\
I have an exam tomorrow. I don't like my evolutionary biology class at all. It's crap and boring. And I have to write a 12 page paper for it. Did I mention it's boring?
Blah... this song is depressing me I think. But I don't want to listen to anything else. *sigh* I think it's time to go studying.
I wonder if anyone even reads this anymore.....
Yeah.... I remember listening to this song on repeat for hours in early high school... I was feeling nostalgic so I started listening to it. I think it's been on repeat for at least an hour now. Just thinking I suppose.
It was an odd day. I was happy, but I spent most of the day avoiding my studying. I'm gonna regret that come tomorrow I suppose. They had Honey BBQ chicken bites at lunch though. And hot chocolate. Crappy dinner though. And much nothingness inbetween.
I've been in an odd mood lately. Sometimes I wonder if I'm losing my sense of focus by being here. I mean... in high school and stuff I had such a clear view of what I wanted. But here it's all bogged down in procedures and paperwork. Gen Eds that I hate, classes and exams and useless crap that does me nothing. All I want is a mentorship program and some lab space to do research. Then I'll be happy. I don't want to lose focus. I'm applying to an internship at Woods Hole. I hope I get one of the positions so much. 10 weeks in one of the centers for oceanographic research equals total heaven. It would be a great step in my career. Seriously. Now I just need to finish the application. =\
I have an exam tomorrow. I don't like my evolutionary biology class at all. It's crap and boring. And I have to write a 12 page paper for it. Did I mention it's boring?
Blah... this song is depressing me I think. But I don't want to listen to anything else. *sigh* I think it's time to go studying.
I wonder if anyone even reads this anymore.....
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Oh, say, did I put you on that comics mailing list? I probably should. Yeah. You'd like it.
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I know not of this mailing list you speak of. So I must not be on it. I'm intrigued now though....
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I finsh really early on Fridays, so I've basically had a 4 day weekend with school being out... it was 4 days off me sitting on my butt watching anime. I actually went outside today (I had class)
I've been odd lately too. I've named both of my stuffed animals and I'm a hopping dolphin who is friends with a bunny who can twirl it's ears like a helicopter and fly... don't ask hehe
I hope you did well on your exam. :)
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But good for you, watching anime all day and such.
What did you name the plushies? I must know and then convert them to my army. And I like dolphins too!!!
Thanks for the good luck wishes
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Agent Panda (http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v191/japarican/DSCN0252.jpg)
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THEY'RE SOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!!
*huggles them*