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Bleeeeeeh.....
I now know what it feels like to be totally *owned* by a test.
Yup... I had my organic chem final today. It was at 8 am. Fate couldn't have been crueler. So yeah... I'm aiming for about the class average at this point. The thing that frustrates me is that feeling that I could have done it. I could have done better. But at the same time I'm so daunted by everything that I don't know where to start. But the best part of this week is using my 8am exams as an excuse to make Pat sleep over. I need someone else there to yell at me when my alarm goes off at 7.
I really need this break. It's sad really. But I just want to be a bum for a while. Watching anime, reading, occasional Japanese study, drawing something decent for once. It'll be good. And then skiing from the 26th to the 30th. Awesome. I'll be away from Pat thought which makes me really upset. I try not to think about it, but tomorrow is my last day here. By tomorrow afternoon I won't have my internet. I won't have my Pat. *sigh*
As I type, the cleaning crew is cleaning our bathroom. I don't think we have constant water yet. It came back in most places last night around 10, but since I'm on the top floor of the building... well you get the idea. So it's still stop and go up here. I don't like having to go to other buildings to use the bathroom. It's way cruel to me. It's cold out.
Anyway... I have another 8am tomorrow. Good ol' Japanese. wheeee.
Time to "study". And by study I mean go back to bed.
Yup... I had my organic chem final today. It was at 8 am. Fate couldn't have been crueler. So yeah... I'm aiming for about the class average at this point. The thing that frustrates me is that feeling that I could have done it. I could have done better. But at the same time I'm so daunted by everything that I don't know where to start. But the best part of this week is using my 8am exams as an excuse to make Pat sleep over. I need someone else there to yell at me when my alarm goes off at 7.
I really need this break. It's sad really. But I just want to be a bum for a while. Watching anime, reading, occasional Japanese study, drawing something decent for once. It'll be good. And then skiing from the 26th to the 30th. Awesome. I'll be away from Pat thought which makes me really upset. I try not to think about it, but tomorrow is my last day here. By tomorrow afternoon I won't have my internet. I won't have my Pat. *sigh*
As I type, the cleaning crew is cleaning our bathroom. I don't think we have constant water yet. It came back in most places last night around 10, but since I'm on the top floor of the building... well you get the idea. So it's still stop and go up here. I don't like having to go to other buildings to use the bathroom. It's way cruel to me. It's cold out.
Anyway... I have another 8am tomorrow. Good ol' Japanese. wheeee.
Time to "study". And by study I mean go back to bed.
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Stupid synthesis problem... that's the only one I didn't look at and it turned out to be on the exam. rawr!