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*sigh*
Machine is still broken. No data to enter in the computer. Nothing I can do about it at all. Woe is me.
I hate this. I'm bored and useless. Maybe I'll ask Raj how to set up the autoclave cuz we have lots of stuff that needs to be sterilized. Or something... And then maybe start costume planning. wow... I'm feeling remarkably down today. Like... there's no point. And I'm dead tired. Went to bed at midnight again. Baka... Woke up this morning and felt dead. Doing only slightly better now. Was gonna stay up late again tonight so I could try and call Joe since there would be no one to tell me to go to bed. But then I tried that one Tuesday and got no one. Maybe I just won't and get some sleep instead. I dunno. I'll have to see.
God I'm bored and thinking already. Actually I've been thinking all too much lately now that I stop to reflect. The doubts seem to be coming back just a bit. I'd say more but it involves people who read this so maybe I won't. It's not to the point where I cry at random times, but I think it may be getting close. At any rate, sometimes it's hard to listen to any of the music on my computer. Too many things are brought up by different songs. I've been sticking to more neutral stuff. Like anime music and stuff. *sigh* I dunno anymore. I really just don't.
Maybe I'll leave early today and go to the mall. I need to get a present for Marianne. Or maybe I'll just mope around the lab until 4....
Oh. Cristina, if you read this, can you email me the recipe for those sugar and spice cookies? I wanna make them at home to bring for the lab on my last day here. Thanks.
I hate this. I'm bored and useless. Maybe I'll ask Raj how to set up the autoclave cuz we have lots of stuff that needs to be sterilized. Or something... And then maybe start costume planning. wow... I'm feeling remarkably down today. Like... there's no point. And I'm dead tired. Went to bed at midnight again. Baka... Woke up this morning and felt dead. Doing only slightly better now. Was gonna stay up late again tonight so I could try and call Joe since there would be no one to tell me to go to bed. But then I tried that one Tuesday and got no one. Maybe I just won't and get some sleep instead. I dunno. I'll have to see.
God I'm bored and thinking already. Actually I've been thinking all too much lately now that I stop to reflect. The doubts seem to be coming back just a bit. I'd say more but it involves people who read this so maybe I won't. It's not to the point where I cry at random times, but I think it may be getting close. At any rate, sometimes it's hard to listen to any of the music on my computer. Too many things are brought up by different songs. I've been sticking to more neutral stuff. Like anime music and stuff. *sigh* I dunno anymore. I really just don't.
Maybe I'll leave early today and go to the mall. I need to get a present for Marianne. Or maybe I'll just mope around the lab until 4....
Oh. Cristina, if you read this, can you email me the recipe for those sugar and spice cookies? I wanna make them at home to bring for the lab on my last day here. Thanks.