fiarra: (kill you ~alyfan)
Carolina ([personal profile] fiarra) wrote2004-04-28 02:41 am

Pointless whining...

Before the whining... this was in someone's AIM profile. I liked it.

Risk more than others think is safe.Care more than others think is wise.Dream more than others think is practical. Expect more than others think is possible.


I have a headache, I'm confused, I've been on edge for nearly a week, and there is just too much going on. I want it all to go away. I hate feeling lost and helpless. I hate drifting. I hate the what ifs the plague me whenever I stop for a moment. No one ever said that life was fair. I know. But it's still not fair. I feel like doing something childish. Like break something. Or scream and stomp in mud puddles. Or just run around until I'm unable to run anymore and then just collapse in a corner somewhere and sleep till it goes away. WHY???

And now I'm sitting here with a headache trying to figure out what the hell this person's notes are trying to tell me because it's all messy and I need to finish this tonight. I'll be lucky if I get throught this without sobbing before the end. My stomach hurts....