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And that's that...
Had a rough, work-less weekend. Not that anything bad happened. It was tough emotionally knowing that in a very short time my parents would know about my boyfriend. Nothing remarkable... I was on my best behavior the entire time. I also got my new hard drive. 115 gig of space. 16 gig of which are already filled...
Meh... today was ok. Had to do my group project for the leadership class. We pulled together a little skit thing in 2 hours this afternoon. We were doing the final run-through while on the bus... -_-;; It went well though. Everyone said that it was very good and looked like it had been well-planned. Too bad it wasn't. But it was ok because I got to sing "Around the World" be ATC very loudly and badly for the American Idol part of our skit. Then I got to fake sob and be angry. Good times. I also got to say, "Ooooo shiny!! I like shiny things!"
But this was the best one:
Newlyweds....
Me (as Jessica): Niiiiiick *whine*
Steve (as Nick): Jessica.
Me: Niiiiiiiick...
Steve: Jessica, sometimes I want to stab you with the 3-tined pitchfork of competence.
Me: *pause, trying to understand*..... *pause* *blink* Niiiiick....
Hehe... good times...
In other news... it's been done. Tonight I finally finished the letter to my parents explaining everything. I got everything down. I explained myself. But oh God was it ever hard to push "Send". I was scared. Really, truly, scared. And I finally did click... I was sitting here shaking. Luckily, Joe was still online. He makes me feel better everytime. I'm so lucky...I really am... I hope my parents see it... I wish I could stop thinking sometimes... just turn off all the what-ifs. Instead I think I will go to sleep. At least in my dreams I know everything will be ok.
Meh... today was ok. Had to do my group project for the leadership class. We pulled together a little skit thing in 2 hours this afternoon. We were doing the final run-through while on the bus... -_-;; It went well though. Everyone said that it was very good and looked like it had been well-planned. Too bad it wasn't. But it was ok because I got to sing "Around the World" be ATC very loudly and badly for the American Idol part of our skit. Then I got to fake sob and be angry. Good times. I also got to say, "Ooooo shiny!! I like shiny things!"
But this was the best one:
Newlyweds....
Me (as Jessica): Niiiiiick *whine*
Steve (as Nick): Jessica.
Me: Niiiiiiiick...
Steve: Jessica, sometimes I want to stab you with the 3-tined pitchfork of competence.
Me: *pause, trying to understand*..... *pause* *blink* Niiiiick....
Hehe... good times...
In other news... it's been done. Tonight I finally finished the letter to my parents explaining everything. I got everything down. I explained myself. But oh God was it ever hard to push "Send". I was scared. Really, truly, scared. And I finally did click... I was sitting here shaking. Luckily, Joe was still online. He makes me feel better everytime. I'm so lucky...I really am... I hope my parents see it... I wish I could stop thinking sometimes... just turn off all the what-ifs. Instead I think I will go to sleep. At least in my dreams I know everything will be ok.
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*big hug* good luck and keep yourself busy!
*sends more cookies to keep you occupied*
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Yes... busy is the best answer. It'll keep me from being nervous. *hug*
OOooooo cookies!!! Yup, that works. *munches*