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KUMAGORO BEAM!!!!!!! NYAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
This weekend was odd because it started in Thursday night since I have no class on Friday. Thus I went to sleep at 5:30 am because I was talking to some very interesting people on the DC++ hub. Sometime around 3 the convo turned to sex (there were like 2 guys and me talking). From there it went to love, trust, the truth and being a tree. Don't ask where that came from. Of course, all this was after I'd managed to convince several people that I was absolutely and irrevocably insane. I do that a lot.... And now I present you with parts of our semi-philosophical conversation in which nothing is decided upon and I get a headache.
ON LOVE(after all the sex convo)
<[RR]Intermars> im not evem sure if there is something like the love all the movies are about
<[RR]Intermars> i begin to think that its jsut a phantasy of mankind
<[XBangittyX> wasn't for me really......
<[XBangittyX> it was better
<[RR]Intermars> :)
<[XBangittyX> in a different way tho
<[XBangittyX> I can't explain
<[RR]Intermars> i see..
<[Carolina> which is why the love in the movie ISN"T real
<[XBangittyX> it hurts when it's not reciprocated tho
<[RR]Intermars> :o
<[Carolina> cuz you shouldn't be able to explain it
<[RR]Intermars> hm
<[XBangittyX> Carolina: u sure are smart for a crazy lady
All I will say to this is, yes I AM smart for a crazy lady....
ON TRUTH
<[XBangittyX> I always try to see others POV
<[XBangittyX> it helps me understand
<[Carolina> sounds like a good plan to me
<[RR]Intermars> im back
<[0.5Mbit]_Manko_[SWE]> I lie some, but I lie safely... Only small lies...
<[XBangittyX> heya
<[XBangittyX> lol
<[XBangittyX> no lie is safe
<[XBangittyX> the small once make it worse
<[0.5Mbit]_Manko_[SWE]> How would small lies make it worse? Actually I'm thinking about brutal truth, the kind that would only harm...
<[XBangittyX> truth is only made to be brutal
<[RR]Intermars> truth does not hurt if you keep to it
<[XBangittyX> parts of the truth = lies
<[RR]Intermars> like acting truthfully
<[XBangittyX> the WHOLE truth is the only way
<[RR]Intermars> i like being truthful to myself
<[RR]Intermars> give most things a second thought
<[RR]Intermars> that makes it much easier to communicate with the "outside" world
<[0.5Mbit]_Manko_[SWE]> truth is often subjective, almost always...
<[RR]Intermars> sure it is, because truth is the result of personal reflection
<[Carolina> a world with only the whole truth seems to me would be not very happy
<[XBangittyX> y not?
<[XBangittyX> I'd be real happy
<[XBangittyX> if ppl would tell me if they had a problem
<[Carolina> well, yeah the truth is good, but....
<[RR]Intermars> everything is true as it is, the only thing that can be a lie is a thought
<[XBangittyX> I could fix it
<[Carolina> give me a sec to phrase this right
<[XBangittyX> ok
<[Carolina> 3:40 in the morning is the wrong time for this....
<[XBangittyX> np Carolina
<[XBangittyX> tell me later
<[Carolina> it's like.....
<[Carolina> the fundamental problem is human nature itself
<[XBangittyX> yeah
<[RR]Intermars> what spect of human nature is not true?
<[Carolina> faced with the truth.... people panic
<[XBangittyX> u have to get past it fot truth to work
<[RR]Intermars> truth is not telling someone that his/her attitude is bad
<[RR]Intermars> truth is adapting and slightly influencing him/her
<[XBangittyX> ..... sounds like deception to me but ok
<[Carolina> was gonna say....
<[XBangittyX> lol
<[RR]Intermars> :)
<[XBangittyX> we are being too serious
<[Carolina> in that case, whole truth means also being true to what u think
<[XBangittyX> life is great
<[XBangittyX> let's have fun
<[RR]Intermars> hm
<[XBangittyX> yeah
<[Carolina> and if u really think they suck then u have to tell them that to say the truth, but......
* Carolina feels her brain implode
<[XBangittyX> some ppl don't understand their own thoughts tho
<[RR]Intermars> i change my opinion every few seconds
<[XBangittyX> ur first impulse is :they suck
<[Carolina> heck, I don;t understand thoughts at all
<[XBangittyX> understand why you feel this way
<[VashTS> you don't necessarily have to tell them anything, though
<[XBangittyX> you should
<[VashTS> if you don't like someone, not telling them isn't a lie
<[XBangittyX> but make sure you know why
<[Carolina> right... but even if u understand, you still have to tell them
<[XBangittyX> yeah
<[VashTS> as long as your aren't overly friendly in your demenor
<[Carolina> and it's there that the problem starts
<[XBangittyX> yeah
<[RR]Intermars> everything good can be used to hurt someone
<[XBangittyX> you can't front
<[VashTS> exactly
<[RR]Intermars> it is not necessary to do so to prove that the thing is good
<[Carolina> u might say, 'ok so i'll take that and try to be a better person'
<[XBangittyX> I can't tell the truth all the time simply b/c I don't know it all the time
<[VashTS> good is also very relative, though
<[Carolina> but most people wouldn't
<[XBangittyX> yeah
<[RR]Intermars> i mean the upper middle good
<[VashTS> just as truth is relative
<[Carolina> i dunno anymore
<[RR]Intermars> the result of the good good and the bad bad
<[RR]Intermars> is real good..
<[XBangittyX> .....
<[XBangittyX> lol
<[XBangittyX> ok ppl break it off
<[RR]Intermars> why
<[Carolina> and with that..... i spontaneosuly combust
<[XBangittyX> lol
<[VashTS> if telling the absolute truth in your mind always is what appeals to you, then more power to you
<[Carolina> yay!! ok new topic
<[XBangittyX> (i think she has a headache)
<[RR]Intermars> i like to understand other people
<[Carolina> too much thinking at odd times is detrimental to ur health
<[XBangittyX> me too
<[XBangittyX> start with urself tho
<[RR]Intermars> lol carolina
<[XBangittyX> I'm still trying
<[XBangittyX> oh crap
<[XBangittyX> I started it again....
<[Carolina> understanding myself? yeah..... not happeneing
<[Carolina> meep
<[XBangittyX> meep
<[XBangittyX> hehe
Wow... that convi was actually really long. And mind u this is the edited version. Me at 4am talking about this is a bad idea.
So first my Thursday and Friday were weird. I was home this weekend. About the only productive thing I did was to watch all of the anime Gravitation, which I now love to death and a half. Plus the music is really bouncy and fun. Hey, bands, bishounen, angst and a cute pink bunny! What more do you want. Ryuchi is my favoritest..... not that anyone know what I'm talking about.... Anyway. And then I found out that .hack//sign had more than 26 episodes which explains why I was so confused by the ending over vacation.
So now school has started again and I am as unmotivated than ever. What is wrong with me?!!!
BYE!!
ON LOVE(after all the sex convo)
<[RR]Intermars> im not evem sure if there is something like the love all the movies are about
<[RR]Intermars> i begin to think that its jsut a phantasy of mankind
<[XBangittyX> wasn't for me really......
<[XBangittyX> it was better
<[RR]Intermars> :)
<[XBangittyX> in a different way tho
<[XBangittyX> I can't explain
<[RR]Intermars> i see..
<[Carolina> which is why the love in the movie ISN"T real
<[XBangittyX> it hurts when it's not reciprocated tho
<[RR]Intermars> :o
<[Carolina> cuz you shouldn't be able to explain it
<[RR]Intermars> hm
<[XBangittyX> Carolina: u sure are smart for a crazy lady
All I will say to this is, yes I AM smart for a crazy lady....
ON TRUTH
<[XBangittyX> I always try to see others POV
<[XBangittyX> it helps me understand
<[Carolina> sounds like a good plan to me
<[RR]Intermars> im back
<[0.5Mbit]_Manko_[SWE]> I lie some, but I lie safely... Only small lies...
<[XBangittyX> heya
<[XBangittyX> lol
<[XBangittyX> no lie is safe
<[XBangittyX> the small once make it worse
<[0.5Mbit]_Manko_[SWE]> How would small lies make it worse? Actually I'm thinking about brutal truth, the kind that would only harm...
<[XBangittyX> truth is only made to be brutal
<[RR]Intermars> truth does not hurt if you keep to it
<[XBangittyX> parts of the truth = lies
<[RR]Intermars> like acting truthfully
<[XBangittyX> the WHOLE truth is the only way
<[RR]Intermars> i like being truthful to myself
<[RR]Intermars> give most things a second thought
<[RR]Intermars> that makes it much easier to communicate with the "outside" world
<[0.5Mbit]_Manko_[SWE]> truth is often subjective, almost always...
<[RR]Intermars> sure it is, because truth is the result of personal reflection
<[Carolina> a world with only the whole truth seems to me would be not very happy
<[XBangittyX> y not?
<[XBangittyX> I'd be real happy
<[XBangittyX> if ppl would tell me if they had a problem
<[Carolina> well, yeah the truth is good, but....
<[RR]Intermars> everything is true as it is, the only thing that can be a lie is a thought
<[XBangittyX> I could fix it
<[Carolina> give me a sec to phrase this right
<[XBangittyX> ok
<[Carolina> 3:40 in the morning is the wrong time for this....
<[XBangittyX> np Carolina
<[XBangittyX> tell me later
<[Carolina> it's like.....
<[Carolina> the fundamental problem is human nature itself
<[XBangittyX> yeah
<[RR]Intermars> what spect of human nature is not true?
<[Carolina> faced with the truth.... people panic
<[XBangittyX> u have to get past it fot truth to work
<[RR]Intermars> truth is not telling someone that his/her attitude is bad
<[RR]Intermars> truth is adapting and slightly influencing him/her
<[XBangittyX> ..... sounds like deception to me but ok
<[Carolina> was gonna say....
<[XBangittyX> lol
<[RR]Intermars> :)
<[XBangittyX> we are being too serious
<[Carolina> in that case, whole truth means also being true to what u think
<[XBangittyX> life is great
<[XBangittyX> let's have fun
<[RR]Intermars> hm
<[XBangittyX> yeah
<[Carolina> and if u really think they suck then u have to tell them that to say the truth, but......
* Carolina feels her brain implode
<[XBangittyX> some ppl don't understand their own thoughts tho
<[RR]Intermars> i change my opinion every few seconds
<[XBangittyX> ur first impulse is :they suck
<[Carolina> heck, I don;t understand thoughts at all
<[XBangittyX> understand why you feel this way
<[VashTS> you don't necessarily have to tell them anything, though
<[XBangittyX> you should
<[VashTS> if you don't like someone, not telling them isn't a lie
<[XBangittyX> but make sure you know why
<[Carolina> right... but even if u understand, you still have to tell them
<[XBangittyX> yeah
<[VashTS> as long as your aren't overly friendly in your demenor
<[Carolina> and it's there that the problem starts
<[XBangittyX> yeah
<[RR]Intermars> everything good can be used to hurt someone
<[XBangittyX> you can't front
<[VashTS> exactly
<[RR]Intermars> it is not necessary to do so to prove that the thing is good
<[Carolina> u might say, 'ok so i'll take that and try to be a better person'
<[XBangittyX> I can't tell the truth all the time simply b/c I don't know it all the time
<[VashTS> good is also very relative, though
<[Carolina> but most people wouldn't
<[XBangittyX> yeah
<[RR]Intermars> i mean the upper middle good
<[VashTS> just as truth is relative
<[Carolina> i dunno anymore
<[RR]Intermars> the result of the good good and the bad bad
<[RR]Intermars> is real good..
<[XBangittyX> .....
<[XBangittyX> lol
<[XBangittyX> ok ppl break it off
<[RR]Intermars> why
<[Carolina> and with that..... i spontaneosuly combust
<[XBangittyX> lol
<[VashTS> if telling the absolute truth in your mind always is what appeals to you, then more power to you
<[Carolina> yay!! ok new topic
<[XBangittyX> (i think she has a headache)
<[RR]Intermars> i like to understand other people
<[Carolina> too much thinking at odd times is detrimental to ur health
<[XBangittyX> me too
<[XBangittyX> start with urself tho
<[RR]Intermars> lol carolina
<[XBangittyX> I'm still trying
<[XBangittyX> oh crap
<[XBangittyX> I started it again....
<[Carolina> understanding myself? yeah..... not happeneing
<[Carolina> meep
<[XBangittyX> meep
<[XBangittyX> hehe
Wow... that convi was actually really long. And mind u this is the edited version. Me at 4am talking about this is a bad idea.
So first my Thursday and Friday were weird. I was home this weekend. About the only productive thing I did was to watch all of the anime Gravitation, which I now love to death and a half. Plus the music is really bouncy and fun. Hey, bands, bishounen, angst and a cute pink bunny! What more do you want. Ryuchi is my favoritest..... not that anyone know what I'm talking about.... Anyway. And then I found out that .hack//sign had more than 26 episodes which explains why I was so confused by the ending over vacation.
So now school has started again and I am as unmotivated than ever. What is wrong with me?!!!
BYE!!