*sigh*

now playing: Britney Spears - Born To Make You Happy "...Baby One More Time"

Yeah.... I remember listening to this song on repeat for hours in early high school... I was feeling nostalgic so I started listening to it. I think it's been on repeat for at least an hour now. Just thinking I suppose.

It was an odd day. I was happy, but I spent most of the day avoiding my studying. I'm gonna regret that come tomorrow I suppose. They had Honey BBQ chicken bites at lunch though. And hot chocolate. Crappy dinner though. And much nothingness inbetween.

I've been in an odd mood lately. Sometimes I wonder if I'm losing my sense of focus by being here. I mean... in high school and stuff I had such a clear view of what I wanted. But here it's all bogged down in procedures and paperwork. Gen Eds that I hate, classes and exams and useless crap that does me nothing. All I want is a mentorship program and some lab space to do research. Then I'll be happy. I don't want to lose focus. I'm applying to an internship at Woods Hole. I hope I get one of the positions so much. 10 weeks in one of the centers for oceanographic research equals total heaven. It would be a great step in my career. Seriously. Now I just need to finish the application. =\

I have an exam tomorrow. I don't like my evolutionary biology class at all. It's crap and boring. And I have to write a 12 page paper for it. Did I mention it's boring?

Blah... this song is depressing me I think. But I don't want to listen to anything else. *sigh* I think it's time to go studying.

I wonder if anyone even reads this anymore.....

Blah....

Long day and such. Was better than most though. I pwned my evo bio exam i think so that was happy. Also cleaned the room a bit and hung my blue garland up. It's shiny under my bed now which is nice. Then stuff....

Work was awesome. Well, the working wasn't awesome, but the people were awesome. And I talked on AIM to my co-worker next to me for the whole time. I wish I had saved the log. Ah well. Twas fun, even with Maurer being himself at me for the last bit.

And now the internet is being hella slow and it's snowing again. A delay might be nice tomorrow, not that it affects me and such. Ah well... I'm out.