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we meet again...
So... here I am... at ResNet.
And I really have nothing of any substance to talk about in this space, but given that none of the online games I wanna play can be played on this computer and the fact that there are no computers for me to work on... I find myself staring at the empty space that is my update page.
Which really can only mean that I'm going to sit here and ramble and invariably start talking about all those things that I don't usually tell people. So.. a cut is in order.
My stomach kinda hurts. Eating a cupcake with tea seemed like a good idea at 9am this morning, but now I feel like maybe it wasnt so good. Although I suppose I had to do *something* given that both computers that were here are now moving on. I like ResNet. And I think I'm honestly going to miss it when I graduate. Partly because it will be the easiest job I ever do (given that it's hardly a real job to begin with), but mostly because I have fun being here. Everyone is cool and nice, we all get along. And we're all at the college student level. We can just sit around joking about things for our shifts and then move on. I guess that makes ResNet one of those good decisions of mine. A good decision on a whim, but those ones seem to work out better for me than the decisions I agonize over for too long.
See, I told you I was just going to sit here and ramble.
Yesterday was pretty awesome though. I holed up at Charter Oak, did some work, took a nap (by accident), played some video games. I suppose it's kinda uncharacteristic of me, but I suppose I need to do all these things sometime.. before I'm off into the grand world of not-uconn. Maybe I won't talk about that... it's depressing.
On another note, I've decided to start drawing more often again. When it comes down to it, I feel like I lost a lot of my hobbies when I got here.. started having a boyfriend.. etc. It's kinda sad actually. I suppose that should be my project this weekend. Wings... House... knitting.. and drawing. It'll be fun. Really.
Life confuses me. It really does. Like I don't know what to do with it anymore. There's like.. no direction that I really want to go in. So I'm just drifting along... down a happy stream (hopefully made of frosting or cool whip so I can eat it... ) that isn't really going anywhere. And at this point I'm going to say that I'm slowly going crazy, because that's the only answer I can find for ever coming up with that mental image.
Aaaaaanyway. time to end this strange ramble and go back to sitting and brooding silently over everything. My mind is too full... does it ever stop?
And I really have nothing of any substance to talk about in this space, but given that none of the online games I wanna play can be played on this computer and the fact that there are no computers for me to work on... I find myself staring at the empty space that is my update page.
Which really can only mean that I'm going to sit here and ramble and invariably start talking about all those things that I don't usually tell people. So.. a cut is in order.
My stomach kinda hurts. Eating a cupcake with tea seemed like a good idea at 9am this morning, but now I feel like maybe it wasnt so good. Although I suppose I had to do *something* given that both computers that were here are now moving on. I like ResNet. And I think I'm honestly going to miss it when I graduate. Partly because it will be the easiest job I ever do (given that it's hardly a real job to begin with), but mostly because I have fun being here. Everyone is cool and nice, we all get along. And we're all at the college student level. We can just sit around joking about things for our shifts and then move on. I guess that makes ResNet one of those good decisions of mine. A good decision on a whim, but those ones seem to work out better for me than the decisions I agonize over for too long.
See, I told you I was just going to sit here and ramble.
Yesterday was pretty awesome though. I holed up at Charter Oak, did some work, took a nap (by accident), played some video games. I suppose it's kinda uncharacteristic of me, but I suppose I need to do all these things sometime.. before I'm off into the grand world of not-uconn. Maybe I won't talk about that... it's depressing.
On another note, I've decided to start drawing more often again. When it comes down to it, I feel like I lost a lot of my hobbies when I got here.. started having a boyfriend.. etc. It's kinda sad actually. I suppose that should be my project this weekend. Wings... House... knitting.. and drawing. It'll be fun. Really.
Life confuses me. It really does. Like I don't know what to do with it anymore. There's like.. no direction that I really want to go in. So I'm just drifting along... down a happy stream (hopefully made of frosting or cool whip so I can eat it... ) that isn't really going anywhere. And at this point I'm going to say that I'm slowly going crazy, because that's the only answer I can find for ever coming up with that mental image.
Aaaaaanyway. time to end this strange ramble and go back to sitting and brooding silently over everything. My mind is too full... does it ever stop?
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