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mew
Valentine's Day is tomorrow. And I'm not entirely sure what to do about it. I mean... I'm not going to sit and bemoan it since I have someone to share the day with. But by the same token, I find myself not really thinking about it. It all seems kinda overrated to me, but maybe I'm just being cynical. So I suppose it will pass, a day like any other, except maybe if the weather ghosts take pity on us they'll make it snow enough to cancel school. Then it can be a day with lots of sleeping and ignoring the world.
I guess I've just been more pensive lately and it's starting to affect my outlook on my life in general. I feel like it's been a really long 4 years here and I've changed a lot since then. I've made a lot of choices, some which I think were good and some which I handled in the wrong way. And all I can do is learn that little bit more about myself with each decision. I don't even know where I'm going with this. I suppose I'm trying to work myself into being a more all-around stable person. Dependable I guess. Something I feel like I've been lacking in part since I came to UCONN.
It seems unfair to blame the time of year, but I suppose a large theme of my thoughts has been love. Can you ever *really* get over someone? I mean...you can get used to not being with them, but move past? I'm not so sure. Looking at myself and at the people around me, I can't decide. Although I suppose it depends a lot on how you let that affect relationships that come after. Obviously it affects things, but to what extent does that change everything? I think about these things a lot I guess.
Too much probably.
Anyway....
I guess I've just been more pensive lately and it's starting to affect my outlook on my life in general. I feel like it's been a really long 4 years here and I've changed a lot since then. I've made a lot of choices, some which I think were good and some which I handled in the wrong way. And all I can do is learn that little bit more about myself with each decision. I don't even know where I'm going with this. I suppose I'm trying to work myself into being a more all-around stable person. Dependable I guess. Something I feel like I've been lacking in part since I came to UCONN.
It seems unfair to blame the time of year, but I suppose a large theme of my thoughts has been love. Can you ever *really* get over someone? I mean...you can get used to not being with them, but move past? I'm not so sure. Looking at myself and at the people around me, I can't decide. Although I suppose it depends a lot on how you let that affect relationships that come after. Obviously it affects things, but to what extent does that change everything? I think about these things a lot I guess.
Too much probably.
Anyway....
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