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So... yesterday and the days before that... quite honestly sucked. I took a long time yesterday afternoon (after having a major spazz attack) to think really hard about how I was reacting to everything.
And like I usually do... I realized that I was being retarded and that every reaction would only eventually lead to the exact opposite of what I wanted to happen.
Thinking on it, I did the same thing last time. Went psycho about the same thing, made a fuss, acted stupid.. and then thought about it for a while and realized that it was ok. (woo.. talking in cryptic-ness!!)
Anyway... I put myself at ease. And it was weird because right after I'd figured it out and talked to the appropriate people... I just felt so much better. Like finally things were falling into place. Not just any place.. a place where I can be comfortable with the happenings around me.
And guess what world!!!?? I'm gonna keep it that way!! *determined face*
In other news.... 4 hour chem labs of only acid-base titration make me unhappy. But I'm going to be secretly in love with the guy at the SU cafe who made me a MASSIVE nacho plate... cuz all I ate today was half a muffin. And by massive... I mean he almost couldnt close the container.... OMG so tasty...
Now to get my ass kicked by biochem labs!!!!
And like I usually do... I realized that I was being retarded and that every reaction would only eventually lead to the exact opposite of what I wanted to happen.
Thinking on it, I did the same thing last time. Went psycho about the same thing, made a fuss, acted stupid.. and then thought about it for a while and realized that it was ok. (woo.. talking in cryptic-ness!!)
Anyway... I put myself at ease. And it was weird because right after I'd figured it out and talked to the appropriate people... I just felt so much better. Like finally things were falling into place. Not just any place.. a place where I can be comfortable with the happenings around me.
And guess what world!!!?? I'm gonna keep it that way!! *determined face*
In other news.... 4 hour chem labs of only acid-base titration make me unhappy. But I'm going to be secretly in love with the guy at the SU cafe who made me a MASSIVE nacho plate... cuz all I ate today was half a muffin. And by massive... I mean he almost couldnt close the container.... OMG so tasty...
Now to get my ass kicked by biochem labs!!!!
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I'm glad you're not goin crazy! cause that'd suck for sure!
^_^