argh *rant*

[fiarra]

OK... so at this point I'm just about screwed... for everything. Let's go down the list shall we?

School-
My grades, the sucked. I managed to bomb about half of my finals because I had to concentration or motivation during finals week. As a result I'm facing the real threat of getting kicked out of the honor's program. Which in turn renders my honor's thesis work useless. Only solution if that happens: Hope I argue well enough to make them give me an exception/Look pitiful enough for them to let me do it anyway.

Grad School-
I'm so behind on everything. And of course my parents keep getting mad about it which only frustrates me. I'm trying.. but at this rate my dad will be right.. and I'll need to start looking for a job...

Self-
I've gained weight. I hate it, but have no way of fixing it that doesnt eat into the time I'm supposed to be doing the 289074893728975839274893 other things I need to get done.

Personal Life-
Um... we're not going to talk about it. I'm in a bad state at the moment. And (see abover) it's affecting everything I do.

In short, things are fucked up but I have no time to really fix it. The 26th-30th it's New Hampshire with my family. Then the 2nd it's off to Chile. Which leaves me with about.. oh... zero hours of alone time to try and sort myself out. And then it's off to face a new semester which will probably be more confusing than the last. And of course actually coming to terms with the fact that... I'm leaving soon (provided I actually get into grad school - see above).

*sigh* Oh life...

Comments

[thedreademperor.livejournal.com]

*pawpaw* mrow : (

A wise girl once told me that I needed to take it all one thing at a time. She's pretty smart, so I think you should take her advice.

[cowbert.livejournal.com]

I got kicked out of the honors program way before I even wrote my thesis. I just used it as an excuse to design my own W course.

[kao-sama.livejournal.com]

*throws christmas sparkles on you* (it won't make things better but at least you'll shine ^.^)

... ok that was not my best comment

[starsparkle333.livejournal.com]

hehe actually... i think it was marvelous.

you forget.. i lurve teh shinys

[squee-47.livejournal.com]

=\ Ima agree with Justin on this one, you need to take it one thing at a time, and the most pressing thing at this point is grad school apps. I know that you're smart enough that the rest will work out. *hug* you just hafta believe in yourself, and you can do it.