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when did you become home...
It's been a long week...
I got back from VA on Saturday night after sitting on the train for the whole day. The rest of the vacation finished up nicely with my cousin arriving from New York on Friday afternoon. I hadnt seen her in like 5 years, now she's all married and going to film/tv school in NY and such. *nod*
Spent the weekend with Jacob after he got me at the station. Just kinda hung out. Then Monday it was back to work bright and early. The difference being that Jacob's parents had invited me to stay at their house till Thursday since otherwise I would be home alone. It was really nice and awesome cuz I got to see Jacob after work for a few days.
Work has been ok all week except for today. I'm doing an experiment and nothing wants to work for me. The scale was acting funny, the microscope wasn't working, I spilled a bottle of blue cell dye all over the counter and under the microcopes and got it on my hands (yay possible carcinogen) and I didnt have enough cells to do even half of what I wanted to do. As a result, I'm really behind schedule and am gonna get home to an emtpy and lonely house after 6pm. *sigh* I need a hug.....
Spending most of the week with Jacob has made me realize a few things. I was genuinely sad last night and this morning when I realized that I would be leaving his house. It's understandable given that we're in a relationship and presumably want to spend time together. But it was more than just not seeing him.. cuz we talk online, chat on the phone, and school is only a few weeks. Because the more I thought about it... it felt like I was leaving behind something that's become more a home for me than my own house. It has only occured to me yesterday when I was leaving work. Sometimes when we're just hanging out, watching tv, or just driving around... its just so normal and right. It's the thought that with him.. I'm home...
Hmm.. I'm pretty sure that this is totally disjointed and doesn't make much sense. Serves me right for trying to type out a vague thought while running samples on the machine at work. But yeah...
*sigh*
I got back from VA on Saturday night after sitting on the train for the whole day. The rest of the vacation finished up nicely with my cousin arriving from New York on Friday afternoon. I hadnt seen her in like 5 years, now she's all married and going to film/tv school in NY and such. *nod*
Spent the weekend with Jacob after he got me at the station. Just kinda hung out. Then Monday it was back to work bright and early. The difference being that Jacob's parents had invited me to stay at their house till Thursday since otherwise I would be home alone. It was really nice and awesome cuz I got to see Jacob after work for a few days.
Work has been ok all week except for today. I'm doing an experiment and nothing wants to work for me. The scale was acting funny, the microscope wasn't working, I spilled a bottle of blue cell dye all over the counter and under the microcopes and got it on my hands (yay possible carcinogen) and I didnt have enough cells to do even half of what I wanted to do. As a result, I'm really behind schedule and am gonna get home to an emtpy and lonely house after 6pm. *sigh* I need a hug.....
Spending most of the week with Jacob has made me realize a few things. I was genuinely sad last night and this morning when I realized that I would be leaving his house. It's understandable given that we're in a relationship and presumably want to spend time together. But it was more than just not seeing him.. cuz we talk online, chat on the phone, and school is only a few weeks. Because the more I thought about it... it felt like I was leaving behind something that's become more a home for me than my own house. It has only occured to me yesterday when I was leaving work. Sometimes when we're just hanging out, watching tv, or just driving around... its just so normal and right. It's the thought that with him.. I'm home...
Hmm.. I'm pretty sure that this is totally disjointed and doesn't make much sense. Serves me right for trying to type out a vague thought while running samples on the machine at work. But yeah...
*sigh*
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