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So it's been a while since I really updated.
Last week at work ended up being ok. We got a bunch of stuff on Wed. so I ended up staying later
and it was good cuz I felt like I was actually doing something. Then Thursday was a very short day of running samples on the machine and me learning how to do that. So I went to the mall and killed time uselessly. Friday I didnt go in. I'm getting a little frustrated though cuz I want to do something. The problem is that the guy in charge of the lab isn't around much so no one really knows what i'm supposed to be doing. Then next week everyone except the technician is going to be gone, so I probably won't even go in. My only concern is that given the way I've seen the lab works is that I need to finish the human blood work this summer. When they get blood, it's an all day affair and I can't do that in the fall. But before I can do anything I need to see how the chemicals are going to work and it's all very frustrating.
Anyway, the rest will just go behind cuts since it might get long...
Went to Jacob's for the whole weekend. It was fun.
On Saturday we were gonna head out in the morning for fishing, but then his friends were still sleeping. So we spent most of the day trying to get ready to go ourselves. And then his friend called anyway. So we went down to his family's campsite and went out on the canoe to fish. it was fun and I caught a pretty big fish. then we ate food and played some frisbee.
Sunday I went with his family to New Hampshire to visit his grandparents. It was nice. We went for a walk down by the river and sat and talked for a while. I had fun and I found a four leaf clover. Then the next day we just went shopping and hung out till dinner.
It was a fun weekend, but full of moments where I was having issues. Maybe more on that in a bit.
I got into a large argument with my mom today. It was kinda upsetting cuz it brought out a lot of problems i've had with being home and a lot of her issues with me. Which lead to a not-pretty situation. The end result being that I went rollerblading until I thought I was going to pass out and then I went a bit more. It was ok I guess... This weekend will be fun though. Camping on Friday, Celebrate West Hartford on Saturday and Heather's party Sat night. whee...
been having some other issues too... been a pensive weekend. Mostly issues with WoW and comp game stuff. Not quite sure what to think about it at the moment. Trying to ignore it as much as possible, which is kinda half working. part of it is jealousy (bad), part of it is just me being stupid and the other part is i don't even know what. And then I end up feeling stupid and irrational. So it upsets me more. meh.
And now it's past one and I need sleep....
Last week at work ended up being ok. We got a bunch of stuff on Wed. so I ended up staying later
and it was good cuz I felt like I was actually doing something. Then Thursday was a very short day of running samples on the machine and me learning how to do that. So I went to the mall and killed time uselessly. Friday I didnt go in. I'm getting a little frustrated though cuz I want to do something. The problem is that the guy in charge of the lab isn't around much so no one really knows what i'm supposed to be doing. Then next week everyone except the technician is going to be gone, so I probably won't even go in. My only concern is that given the way I've seen the lab works is that I need to finish the human blood work this summer. When they get blood, it's an all day affair and I can't do that in the fall. But before I can do anything I need to see how the chemicals are going to work and it's all very frustrating.
Anyway, the rest will just go behind cuts since it might get long...
Went to Jacob's for the whole weekend. It was fun.
On Saturday we were gonna head out in the morning for fishing, but then his friends were still sleeping. So we spent most of the day trying to get ready to go ourselves. And then his friend called anyway. So we went down to his family's campsite and went out on the canoe to fish. it was fun and I caught a pretty big fish. then we ate food and played some frisbee.
Sunday I went with his family to New Hampshire to visit his grandparents. It was nice. We went for a walk down by the river and sat and talked for a while. I had fun and I found a four leaf clover. Then the next day we just went shopping and hung out till dinner.
It was a fun weekend, but full of moments where I was having issues. Maybe more on that in a bit.
I got into a large argument with my mom today. It was kinda upsetting cuz it brought out a lot of problems i've had with being home and a lot of her issues with me. Which lead to a not-pretty situation. The end result being that I went rollerblading until I thought I was going to pass out and then I went a bit more. It was ok I guess... This weekend will be fun though. Camping on Friday, Celebrate West Hartford on Saturday and Heather's party Sat night. whee...
been having some other issues too... been a pensive weekend. Mostly issues with WoW and comp game stuff. Not quite sure what to think about it at the moment. Trying to ignore it as much as possible, which is kinda half working. part of it is jealousy (bad), part of it is just me being stupid and the other part is i don't even know what. And then I end up feeling stupid and irrational. So it upsets me more. meh.
And now it's past one and I need sleep....
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