nananananananana... RESNET!

[fiarra]

Right then. Well... still training and working. But it's all good. This weekend just isn't going to be fun. Friday I'm supposed to be in the call center from 9-9... I fear for my sanity. Like seriously. I plan to ask people from the RECs to call me first to ask for backup. That's a very isolated job... can't move around. I might die. Then Saturday I'm 9-9 at Northwest.... then the same time in Shippee. Oh my god. death.

but as Padma says.. "be peppy!" *runs around grinning* I'm thinking that by 3pm my pep will be pure desperation... *sigh* But it's ok. I've come to find that I like computers more and more and want to learn about them. Like... programming... o_O;; oh well. i'll deal.

I'm realized something. I'm the type of person who has to be the best at everything i do. Like running anime club, taking exams, working at resnet... etc. A big part of what I want in my life is to prove to myself that I have the capability to do things at the best I can. Paired with my independent streak.... well.... I dunno. I need to do a lot of thinking. This isn't fun. Priorities are hard to get straight and I'm trying really hard to just get away. I feel like if I hadn't had to deal with all the crap this summer in the house it would have been ok somewhat. I would have had time to think about myself. *ponders*

I'm trying... *deep breath*

It's been a crazy week. I've been like, super hyper all the time. Forcing myself to look happy to not worry others? Maybe. At any rate, ultimately I'm the only person I can turn to. Again.. independence.

i need to stop rambling....

ps- Two nights ago I sat for 25 min with the lyrics to The Ketchup Song (http://www.lyricsstyle.com/l/lasketchup/theketchupsong.html) open on my computer and the song on repeat. I know it by heart now... I don't think I'll ever get it out of my head....

Comments

[smilinzombie.livejournal.com]

ASEREJE JA JE !!!!!

i love me some ketchup song, yes indeed.

[starsparkle333.livejournal.com]

excellent... i clearly love it too or I wouldn't listen to it all the time and spontaneously burst into the chorus and dance during the day...

=)

[stolenrain.livejournal.com]

i've known you for a while, but have yet to actually meet you )=

we should resolve that once i get myself on campus. where are you living?

oh and Asereje is a great song =)

[starsparkle333.livejournal.com]

yes. this must be fixed seeing as we read each other's lj's and live at the same school. =)

i'm up at north this year.

asrejeje ja de je de jebe tu de jebere sebiunouva majavi an de bugui an de bwididipi!!

[stolenrain.livejournal.com]

I'm in north too, Middlesex =)

Now we have no excuse, lol

[starsparkle333.livejournal.com]

sweet! yeah. no excuse whatsoever.

*tries to remember which one is middlesex*

[grendelkhan.livejournal.com]

You should tell my sister how to get on the DC hub there. I have her AIM somewhere. Darnit. Well, she's looking for a place to score MP3s. They still have the DC hub there, right? Right?

[starsparkle333.livejournal.com]

your sister is at uconn? o_O

i'll definitely help. if she isn't here, i'll talk to tyler about getting her a name and password.

but yes.. of course the hub is still there!

[seveneves.livejournal.com]

Aw I hate that song! They wouldn't stop playing it here last summer :P Tis addictive though ;D

Mwah x

[starsparkle333.livejournal.com]

Yeah I didn't like it much when I first heard it, but the addiction has caught me....