I've been bad about this again....

[fiarra]

Well.... It's been a while since the last update and I'm much too lazy to try and go back and remember everything. Friday was the most interesting day I suppose. We were watching "The Returner" in the math lab and the fire alarm went off. We didn't notice it for a good 5 minutes because the alarm in there is crap. So we go out and stand in the cold while the firedepartment and police show up and decide they have no idea what the hell happened. Twas odd and strangely amusing.

Went home. Found out that my brother's friends asked him to smoke with them and he refused and went away. Crappy friends, but he was really upset. He considers these two kids his best friends and now it's unlikely they will hang out with him much anymore. From what my mom said, he was crying after it happened and he told her about it. Damn I'm proud of that kid. He has his head in the right place for sure. I surprised that he told her about it as well. I feel so bad for him too, but proud. *smiles*

This week has been kinda bleh. Chem exam Monday that I busted my ass studying for. I got it back today with an 81 on the top. Not *too* bad, but not great either. Unfortunately, someone got a 100 on it so we got no curve. -_-. I am not happy. Turns out our lowest test grade gets dropped. So now I need B or better on all the rest so I can drop the first 77. *sigh* Also got my ecology midterm back. It was a B as well... What happened to me? Why have I suddenly become a B student? Not that it's bad at all.... but it's not me. *sigh*

I was gonna write a long thing about something that was discussed last night, but I'm way to tried right now for that. Perhaps tomorrow....

Comments

[japarican85.livejournal.com]

You should be extremely happy seeing that you got an 81... I on the other hand, wasn't so lucky. >_< This is gonna have to be the one I drop, bleh.

Your brother does have his head in the right place. That's one of the most difficult things to go through in life, peer pressure by your friends. If they were truly his friends, they would still hang out with him regardless. Something as simple as "Do you want to smoke?" really sets apart friends and acquaintances.

[(Anonymous)]

I know you're going through rough times. But just remember this: you are a beautiful person and you are loved.

Loved
by Cranes


Try to hold on
Though it seems you can't go on
You know that you can be strong
Find a way to carry on

And God bless your soul
In the heavens up above
If you can't find a way
You must know that you are loved

Try to be strong
Find a way to carry on
I know you are brave
And I hope you find your way

Is there a reason why
the sky gets black at night and
Our hearts feel like stone
And you're left to face this alone?

Try to be strong
Find a way to carry on
I know you are brave
And I hope you find your way
I know you are brave
And I hope you find your way