PINK SPARKLE NAIL POWER!!!! MAKE UP!!! (sailor moon ref *grin*)

[fiarra]

So I think my chem exam went alright. There were a few questions that I
was like, huh? but for most I was pretty confident. We shall just see
later I suppose... *sigh* I don't want to worry because I have Japanese
speaking examination tomorrow afternoon and then a stats exam on
Friday. Much work to be done.


Thanks to all those who wished me well!!

I feel a bit spoiled right now. I feel kinda guilty as well. I
was talking to Pat after my exam (after he woke from a nap). He had
wanted to watch Oodishon with me since it's by the same guy who
directed Versus. But I've heard too many werid things about it from
Alan and Rick so I keep refusing. I think it upsets him that I refuse
to watch with him. But I can't help it... I don't like that stuff and I
don't want to see it. Even if I'm with him. So he was trying to get
that to work with the subs on his computer but it wasn't working. So he
was frustrated. I was typing to him on AIM but then there was one point
where he didn't say anything to I put an away message up and just sat
and felt sad and lonely. And also like he was mad at me since we'd
ended on him being sad that I wouldn't watch. He noticed and felt bad.
We ended up going to sit outside and walk around for 2 hours. I feel
like such a brat. I lose the attention and instantly am sad and droopy.
That's not usually me. I like to think of myself as independent. Not
needing to lean on others. It's a bit scary that Pat brings out that
other side. The side that apparently knows how to just laugh and look
cute and be open. I dunno... I'm not used to that... Not that it's a
bad thing.... *grins*


OK so I was gonna do the banned book thing but LJ is being an ass

Oh yeah... I won 2 ebay auctions tonight. First I won 4 digimon
plushies for way cheap. Then I got a winry doll. <3 winry. I'm way
uber-excited. Except for the Winry doll I paid right away because I was
so happy but then realized that this seller says like everywhere to
wait for them to contact me about it. *sweatdrop* Hope they're not too
mad....

Comments

[japarican85.livejournal.com]

When I lose attention from that someone, I feel empty, alone, and all that stuff. She has that effect on me and it seems he has the same effect on you. You're lucky that you are able to see him about everyday. That way the sadness isn't as bad. Some people such as myself aren't that lucky. I'd be lucky if was able to see the person 2 times a month.

Winry doll... from FMA?

[starsparkle333.livejournal.com]

Yeah I really am lucky that I get to see him everyday. But I understand what it's like to not be able to see a person either. I was in an online relationship before this and it's hard. When you get sad, often there's no way to make it better instantly. Sometimes you just have to try...

And yes... Winry from FMA <3