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Carolina ([personal profile] fiarra) wrote2004-05-04 03:34 pm

Because I didn't do this yesterday...

Yesterday marked 3 months of having a boyfriend. 3 months... It doesn't seem like that long really. It's been so amazing that the time just passes me by... Anyway, happy aniversary to me. And Joe... thank you...

sittin' on the beach
the island king of love
deep in fijian seas
deep in some blissful dream
where the goddess finally sleeps
in the lap of her lover
subdued in all her rage
and I am aglow with the taste
of the demons driven out
and happily replaced
with the presence of real love
the only one who saves

I wanna dance with you
I see a world where people live and die with grace
the karmic ocean dried up and leave no trace
I wanna dance with you
I see a sky full of the stars that change our minds
and lead us back to a world we would not face

the stillness in your eyes
convinces me that I
I don't know a thing
and I been around the world and I've
tasted all the wines
a half a billion times
came sickened to your shores
you show me what this life is for

I wanna dance with you
I see a world where people live and die with grace
the karmic ocean dried up and leave no trace
I wanna dance with you
I see a sky full of the stars that change our minds
and lead us back to a world we would not face

in this altered state
full of so much pain and rage
you know we got to find a way to let it go

sittin' on the beach
the island king of love
deep in fijian seas
deep in the heart of it all
where the goddess finally sleeps
after eons of war and lifetimes
she smilin' and free, nothin' left
but a cracking voice and a song, oh lord

I wanna dance with you
i see a world where people live and die with grace
the karmic ocean dried up and leave no trace
I wanna dance with you
i see a sky full of the stars that change our minds
and lead us back to a world we would not face
we would not face


Good song... The relavant people will know what I mean. As a wise person said to me once, "let's not think about the distance. but rather the lack thereof between our hearts." *squishhuggles*

Nani?

[identity profile] xbangittyx.livejournal.com 2004-05-04 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
That song has meant a lot to me over the years. I've never associated it with anyone, before now.
I am so scared to have my heart in a vulnerable position again. You know that you mean so much to me.
Although, it's not something I can express with words, I know you must feel how I do.
I want you to know that even if time goes on and we go our separate ways, I will always care about you. I will be there as a friend through anything and everything, if that is what you want. At the same time, if time goes on, and we grow closer, I will be there, most definitely, as more than just a friend.
I cannot promise that I will be everything you need, but I will do what I can. It may not be much, but I give you my love, unconditionally. Do with this what you feel is right. I won't blame you in the least for following your heart, if it leads you away from me or closer to me. Either way I will still love you for who you are.
You have a very beautiful heart, soul, and mind. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise, or try and take that from you.

You are my sky full of stars.
I couldn't bare to see those stars fade.

Re: Nani?

[identity profile] starsparkle333.livejournal.com 2004-05-05 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
I don't have the words to tell even a tenth of how much this and you and just everything means to me. I'm not used to being this emotionally vulnerable to anyone and everything you do and say and just.. everything... makes me love you more and more. And your love is the greatest gift you could ever give me.
All I can really say is... that beautiful heart, mind and soul that you I have... I freely share it with you now along with the love I freely give to you. So don't you ever forget that. ever.

The stars don't fade... they are merely hidden by the glare of the sun that warms and brings with it light and hope. Beyond that... if you look hard enough... the stars still shine.

Re: Nani?

[identity profile] xbangittyx.livejournal.com 2004-05-05 11:14 am (UTC)(link)
I know how you feel. I feel it too. You don't have to explain it. Some things just don't need explanation.
As for not fading, I think that maybe you misunderstood a little.
The sun is just a star, so close and bright that it consumes the shine of other, further stars. Not to say it is the biggest star, but just the easiest to see.
The metaphor is that you are the sky.
The stars are characteristics thereof.
Granted, some stars will die, and new ones will be born, over time.
It's just the thought of the entire sky being clouded by the harmful pollutants of this world, is very uneasing. I'm sure you know, all too well, what those pollutants are. Times like that is when your stars should shine brightest.
In the meantime, I will do what I can to cut down the pollutant sources. ;)

Re: Nani?

[identity profile] starsparkle333.livejournal.com 2004-05-05 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
i'm not even gonna try and give you a coherent response...

*hug*