fiarra | promises to myself

I did a lot of talking tonight about a lot of troubling things. Troubling things which mostly originate from me and my actions.

I'm making some promises to myself tonight. They're being written down and kept safe within me. I know the often promises aren't kept and I know lots of people who no longer put any stock in them. But I know one thing... if I make a promise to myself, I'm *going* to keep it, even if no one else realizes it.

There are many things I don't like about myself. Lots of changes in my actions, motives and thoughts that need to carried through.

Tonight... I'm going to start changing that.