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yeah...
so let's imagine something.
let's imagine you woke up at 6:30 am on a Saturday morning.
let's then imagine sitting in the same place for 3 hours staring at 51 pages of bio questions you can't answer.
now combine the two.. and you have my morning.
In other words, the Bio GRE kinda sucked hardcore. BUT... it's over now, so I suppose that's all I can ask for. Blah... I really need to finish my grad school apps. *whinewhinebitchetc*
Semester is winding down and I'm not sure how I feel about it just this moment. While I feel that time will be good for me, I know that it's not going to be very restful. I need to finish my apps and do most of my data before January when I fly off to Chile. And then I'm not sure that it's going to be much of a vacation. What I really need is just... a space. One where I can sit with my computer and books and just... be. Of course I'd allow people in sometimes, but otherwise.... iunno.
I wonder sometimes how things will work out. Part of me doesnt want to find out... because then it'll be over. And I think... I'm not sure what I think. Maybe I just don't want it all to be over. Maybe I'm just afraid of what "over" will mean. Despite what things are now, it's a space I'm becoming familiar with. I should know better by now.
Blah. so much to do. no time or motivation. too busy thinking about other things to care.
let's imagine you woke up at 6:30 am on a Saturday morning.
let's then imagine sitting in the same place for 3 hours staring at 51 pages of bio questions you can't answer.
now combine the two.. and you have my morning.
In other words, the Bio GRE kinda sucked hardcore. BUT... it's over now, so I suppose that's all I can ask for. Blah... I really need to finish my grad school apps. *whinewhinebitchetc*
Semester is winding down and I'm not sure how I feel about it just this moment. While I feel that time will be good for me, I know that it's not going to be very restful. I need to finish my apps and do most of my data before January when I fly off to Chile. And then I'm not sure that it's going to be much of a vacation. What I really need is just... a space. One where I can sit with my computer and books and just... be. Of course I'd allow people in sometimes, but otherwise.... iunno.
I wonder sometimes how things will work out. Part of me doesnt want to find out... because then it'll be over. And I think... I'm not sure what I think. Maybe I just don't want it all to be over. Maybe I'm just afraid of what "over" will mean. Despite what things are now, it's a space I'm becoming familiar with. I should know better by now.
Blah. so much to do. no time or motivation. too busy thinking about other things to care.