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I don't know if I'm excited or not...
This weekend should by all rights be one of the best weekends of my life, but I'm not so sure it will be. I turn 18 tomorrow, I'm legally an adult and able to vote, etc. But all I can think about is how lonely it's gonna feel for me. I'm not used to having my friends so far away during my birthday. It's just gonna feel weird. I've just realized that with the plans I had this weekend, I'm trying to replace that with material things. My mom is going to Bob's this weekend to buy god knows what clothing and I'm going with her. My plan? Indulge myself at the Borders that is next door and buy a bunch of manga and other stuff. I think maybe subconsciouly I'm trying to fill that feeling with something else. Hmm.... So, I'm not really as excited as I should be. That's what sucks about being young. Everyone else turned 18 when they were still in high school. And then there's me... I don't know any more. Regardless, I need to pack my stuff to go home now and try and finish a story. At any rate, at least I'll get cake.
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I know how much it sucks not having your friends on your birthday. My birthday is the start of August, and when I was at school everyone was on hoilday/I was on hoilday when I had it...
Sarah x
BTW I'm SarahS on the unredeemed boards...
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~Carolina
PS- Friended you back!
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~Carolina