fiarra | stressed ranting, probably a good one to ignore

So I have this exam in 11 hours and I quite honeslty know about a third of the material. And I've been trying to study since about 7 and it's just not working. I'm seeing the words, writing stuff down, but i'm just seeing it, it's not being absorbed. It means nothing to me. Plasimids... vectors... trangenics.... WTF AM I DOING STUDYING THIS SHIT?!

I'm trying to push through... but it's burning me out fast. Last week it was hard enough trying to get through the week in a haze of shock. Resulting in no actual study because my mind couldn't do it. More headaches than usual too. (read: i never get headaches... i got one every few days last week). And as usual, my body has conspired against me like last time and now I get to deal with cramps as well. As if being tired and stressed weren't enough, now i get to be hormonal too!!! fun....

*sigh* And all of this is making me very unpleasant to be around too. Tired, moody, prone to wanting to just sob. This isn't what I came to school for... Everything is happening at once it feels, and I don't have the capacity to get through it. My stomach hurts... maybe that soda wasn't a good idea.

gah... I really want to sleep... I'm getting a headache again. But I took Ibuprofen half an hour ago so I can't have anymore. I guess I just have to deal with it.. somehow...

11 hours... and then I'll be done with genomics for a while... and I can start studying for poli sci... And then gene expression.... and then CSE....

*sigh* This sucks. I'm going to stare at my book now...

as a random side note, i'm going to be taking a class with the dude "dead poet's society" was based on. it means i cant take children's lit, but dude... i think it's a good trade-off...

stressed ranting, probably a good one to ignore

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